About this blog

In Toronto, there is a nightly news magazine called T.O. Night aimed at the commuter crowd. One of the
features that it contains is a section called Shout Out where readers can send a short message, rant, note...
to someone, or to anyone...

I started sending Shout Outs to the woman that I am in love with. Not all of them are published in
T.O. Night - and once the magazine is tossed, so too is the shout out...

Here are most of the shout outs that I have submitted - and some of my other writings to
The Lady on the Train...




Thursday, 27 February 2014

You...


Angel,

There is much that I want to tell you… to be able to say the right words, in the right way, and at the right time… I wish that I could express myself properly so that you would know exactly how I feel about you. Though my words may be woefully inadequate, I will make the attempt and trust that you will fill in some of the gaps…

I know that you are a bit frightened about today. But I also know that you are better than you give yourself credit for.

I have seen in you strength and determination when you least felt that you had it.
I have seen in you flashes of brilliance and discovery when you weren’t looking for it.
I have seen in you the uncanny ability to turn a disappointment or hurt into something that helped you grow.
I have seen in you the turning from frailty to steel and fire in less than the blink of an eye.

As much as I wish that I could help, ironically, I think it would be a detriment to you.

I have said before, you are a contradiction and a wonderment. I have absolute faith that you will do great today.

You are magic.

Beside you…
Always…

Just me.

Monday, 24 February 2014

Summer vacation...


Angel,
 
We have driven up Highway 6 through Guelph, Mount Forest, and Owen Sound. Making our way north up the Bruce Peninsula along the ancient and broken spine of this continent that is the Niagara Escarpment. This land is home to some of oldest living trees, scraggled and clinging to the edges of vertical rock cliffs – not much to look at, but hard and tough. We are pushing our way up along a jut of land between Georgian Bay to our right and the mighty Lake Huron to our left – trees, rocks, and road – under a brilliant blue sky whisped with high white clouds.. Through clearings we glimpse the sun splintered like diamonds on deep cold lakes and shallow warm ponds. The hum of the wheels, the rush of wind, and the soft of your hand in mine as we reach the end of this land, sloping toward the pier and ferry docks. 

Here, we will queue up and wait to board the ferry Chi-Cheemaun that will take us on the two hour crossing to South Baymouth on the ancient Manitoulin Island – simply known as ‘The Island’. We will cross the hundred miles of this mystical and sacred land of farms and lakes and towns and wild country. We will travel up and down the rolling hills and across the flats – past houses and reserves – stopping at a roadside station for food, fuel and to stretch our legs in the hot mid-afternoon. By the early evening we will reach Meldrum Bay where we will check into our room for the night. We will eat our dinner on the long shellacked pine tables – simple but delicious food followed by strong coffee in heavy mugs..

We will walk down to the lighthouse and sit on what feels like the edge of the world to watch the sun go down over the North Channel. Streaks of red and purple as the fat orange sun slips below the horizon. As the crickets start to sing and dew settles on the grass, we will make our way slowly up the road back to the Inn as a million million stars reveal themselves against black velvet sky.

We will make our way up to our room, the wooden stairs of the old inn creaking beneath our feet. The comforting smell of sawdust,  wood smoke, and fresh linens greet us as we enter our room. Weary from the long travel of the day and fresh air, yet excited for the start of our adventure. We will wrap ourselves up under the heavy quilt and in each other. We will make slow passionate love and sleep in the high wrought iron bed, thick mattressed and squeaking slightly. We will refresh our bodies and nourish each other through the night – waking to a cool bright day that will warm as the sun rises..

We will dress and head downstairs to breakfast and our first coffee..  We will then ready ourselves for the next part our journey.. Today we will reach our destination..