About this blog

In Toronto, there is a nightly news magazine called T.O. Night aimed at the commuter crowd. One of the
features that it contains is a section called Shout Out where readers can send a short message, rant, note...
to someone, or to anyone...

I started sending Shout Outs to the woman that I am in love with. Not all of them are published in
T.O. Night - and once the magazine is tossed, so too is the shout out...

Here are most of the shout outs that I have submitted - and some of my other writings to
The Lady on the Train...




Wednesday, 18 August 2021

We Dance

 For you, as always

We dance at night. Our bare feet pound into the dirt and the dust clouds around our knees. The bonfire glows orange making it look as though we are rising up from a burning earth. 

We stomp and shuffle in a circle to a drumbeat that is older than our ancestors. We dance, moved by a force remembered in our bones. Our muscles strain and twitch, our sinews stretched, and skin taut on our frames, beading sweat. 

Before there were modern humans, we danced. We dance still. We are an unbroken line of primitive for we are still primitive. 

Like our ancestors ancestors we toss back our heads, mouths opened to the sky. We sing out our souls to the stars 'We are here'. 

We have been here for centuries. We are still here.

Just me.

Friday, 6 August 2021

If I were a penguin

During courtship, a male penguin will find the smoothest pebble to give to a female as a gift.

And I would grind a granite mountain into a polished thumb of rock for you to hold in the palm of your hand. 

In return, all I would ask is to be able to hang onto that scent that you carelessly leave in your blouse.

It is the scent that lingers in your curls when I kiss your cheek.

Wednesday, 4 August 2021

In hope and fear

 To you, for you

My hand, mid air
cupped palm up, fingers curled
a quiet landscape, a creased roadmap of skin
belies the tectonic tension
just below the surface
of hoping that your hand will rest in mine

Always,
Just me