Shine..

When I write, I usually tell you about the quieter, more romantic thoughts that go through my mind - how I feel... I tell you about those moments that I can almost feel you there.. Oh those moments are so real and what I write does not even come close to how it feels for me - except somehow, I think that you do know the feelings.. the moment... how I feel.

Just as there is more to our relationship than a romantic relationship, or a friendship... You and I both want more than just one thing... We want more from each other than just one dimension...

I am going to tell you about a side of you that I often see - but rarely let you know that I see it...

I sat on the steps, across a very loud and busy room, unable to see you, though acutely aware of where you were. Across that room I could hear your laugh..

In that laugh I knew your face and could picture your head tossed back.. your eyes closed... your shoulders sharp, elbows close, legs crossed....

hearing your laugh, my heart leapt... knowing that you are having fun and letting laughter float across this cavern without holding back, I could not help but smile... seeing you share a smile, a joke, a hug, a laugh with the people around you makes me incredibly happy...

even seeing you in the unexpectedly the other day, though it felt awkward for me... seeing your eyes shine and your smile made me happy. It was unexpected and my breath caught seeing you... I can pick out your voice through a din - and it moves me... especially when I hear joy in your voice...

I cannot help it - I am lifted up just hearing your happiness spill out - even if I have nothing to do with your moment. I celebrate your happiness.

I love watching you shine - even from across a room - it is how I have always watched you..