About this blog

In Toronto, there is a nightly news magazine called T.O. Night aimed at the commuter crowd. One of the
features that it contains is a section called Shout Out where readers can send a short message, rant, note...
to someone, or to anyone...

I started sending Shout Outs to the woman that I am in love with. Not all of them are published in
T.O. Night - and once the magazine is tossed, so too is the shout out...

Here are most of the shout outs that I have submitted - and some of my other writings to
The Lady on the Train...




Wednesday, 4 July 2012

Some of Your Charms...

I do not know what I have done to deserve you. You have a way of making me feel like I have never felt before. I wish that I could properly describe it, but all I can think about is being with you. Even with my eyes wide open, I can see your face - that's all I want to see. I can't stop thinking about holding your hand, kissing you - oh what those kisses do to me. I do not like being away from you - out of contact. You have become either an addiction or an obsession - or both.

You are beautiful and you have a physical presence that is very very powerful. The attraction that I feel for you in this regard, I cannot deny and I can barely control in a crowed room. When we are alone touching, kissing, looking in your eyes - I am totally and utterly beyond any ability to contain myself. Putting me in control is like putting a wolf in charge of a lamb - I just cannot resist you.

But the connection that I feel for you extends far beyond this physical attraction. I love your spirit. You are kind and generous but you are not lavish for the sake of lavishness - you take care that what you give will be appreciated. You have a soft and gentle nature but there is strength and resolve in you too. You are sensitive and vulnerable but feisty if injured and quick to let go of any injury. You are intelligent which is complimented with wonderful sense humour and a creative talent. You have a beautiful way of expressing yourself but you are not above swearing (I imagine shockingly so) when it is appropriate.

You have the most expressive eyes that I have ever seen - now that I have finally looked properly into them. In them I have seen such tenderness that it takes my heart right away. I have also seen the dark flash that is beautiful, but perhaps dangerous, like a flash of lightning. I love looking into your eyes, as you know. Your eyes begin to smile before the rest of your face catches up - and watching that smile grow, evolve, finally becoming a full radiant beam is one of my greatest secret pleasures.

I have seen all of these with my own eyes - these are first person, direct observations. Unbiased? Well, we can argue about that - which I also love to do with you.

You wonder why I feel the way I do about you? This is only the smallest list of examples and I can cite many other qualities that you possess - all of them fascinating, contradictory, and a part of you that makes you who you are.

I will spend many happy hours trying to decipher you. I will never tire of it. You never ever have to worry about trying to keep my interest - you are a tangle of mysteries and intricacies.

With every kiss that I give to you, it is I who receives the most - I have no doubt.

And I will cover you...
and be the richer for it.
always...

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