as always...

Good morning.

As always, you are on my mind and you haunt my dreams. In the middle of a wild black night with the sound of the wind outside and the rustle of sheets as I turn, the desire to have you here sends my thoughts to wander toward you. 

And I will wander and wonder - drift past your temple and corner of your eye - know the soft warmth of your cheek and brush of your hair on the back of my hand. I can almost feel my palm in the small of your back and the scent of you filling this room. I know the way the feel of the bed changes with the press of your length and I long for it now.  

I know the kiss on the back of your knee, your sigh, and the feel of you surrender and tense at the same time.  I know our fingers entwined and arms wrapped. I know what it is to soar through space and to be held grounded at the same time. I know sitting across a table in a crowded place, your head tilted resting on the seat back - and falling into your shining eyes. I know the desire to take your hand as we walk, my head bowed and filled with pure joy. 

I know wanting you to be filled with happiness and wanting to be the man that can show it to you. I know that I have just begun to explore and will wander and wonder for rest of my days.

Just me.