About this blog

In Toronto, there is a nightly news magazine called T.O. Night aimed at the commuter crowd. One of the
features that it contains is a section called Shout Out where readers can send a short message, rant, note...
to someone, or to anyone...

I started sending Shout Outs to the woman that I am in love with. Not all of them are published in
T.O. Night - and once the magazine is tossed, so too is the shout out...

Here are most of the shout outs that I have submitted - and some of my other writings to
The Lady on the Train...




Tuesday, 12 February 2013

As you leave...


Angel,

I don't care if I wasn't going to write first this morning. I don't care if I was going to be strong and wait for your text. I don't care if it is compulsion or weakness that bend my will to put my thoughts and feelings to words. Words that I will send to you through air and space and hope that they reach you and are heard as if I whispered them to you.

I will put this message in a bottle and in a grey morning toss it into an unseen ocean. I can picture you opening this message, bent over cupped hands - perhaps in a car, or sitting on a row of chairs at the departure gate. I hope than when you do read this that you can imagine yourself elsewhere with me.

I hope that you can imagine a dimly lit room with a wooden slat bed, white sheets, and a close comfort. Your curls and the scent of you on a down pillow. I hope you can feel me holding you close and the soft press of my lips to your neck just below the ear. The words that I whisper to you are breathed softly into your neck to  drift across your skin and float to your ear - my words felt as much as heard...

"I could stay here forever.  I am going to miss you very much - more than I can say. I will be here for you and very happy when you come back. I love you."

Have a good trip. Be safe.

Just me




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